Dear Little LillyBean,
 I'm sorry that it's been so long since Mommy has written you. Please know that I love you with all of my heart, and that there isn't a day that goes by that you are not on my mind...and in my heart. You will forever be a part of me.
 Lilly...you're going to be a big sister...times three. I can't believe it, Mommy and Daddy are having triplets! God has truely blessed our family, Baby Girl. The only thing that would make it better is if you were here to share this life with us.
 We miss you so much, Lillian Joy. And we love you even more.

-Mommy

Dear Lilly,
 Another thirteenth has come and gone, and my heart continues to ache for you. It's been a weird last couple of weeks, and with every passing day... life proves to be even more "weird".
 I wish that I could say more...but that's all I can say right now. :  ) I love you little girl, with all of my heart.

-Mommy

01.01.11

Dear Lilly Bean,
 Today marks the new year. The year 2011. I can't believe how time has flown since you were born. And then again, I can't believe how much it has drug along.
 I have so many mixed emotions about this new year. Sad, because the more days that separate me and the day you were born....tears my heart out all over again. But excited to see what the Lord may have in store for our little family this year. I know that He has big plans for Daddy & me. I just wish with everything that is within me that you were still a part of "it".
 Don't get me wrong...you'll always be a part of me. No matter what. I'll carry you in my heart forever. It's just...different not having you here with me.
 I love you Lilly...forever, and for always. That's one of the few things that are sure in my life.

Love,
 Mommy